Although i like to let everyone imagine their own world and scenario through each of those songs, i'll right a little bit about what each of those songs means to me.
Memories
This one is a little different, it acts more as a kind of flashback of the life of the character.
Alone in the place where he always found peace before, there's nothing coming to his mind. He stays here, with a feeling of near end, as he tries to remembers all the things that he went through.
A naivre childhood, full of dreams and misunderstanding of how the world was. With its share of difficulties and a little part of chaos already, although he was unable to discern and to conceptualize it.
Then came the teenage years, where the chaos really started to creep in. The firsts desillusions, the first betrayals, and the beginning of the understanding for the character that he is unsuitable to this world, that he is limited by what he is, by what makes him who he his, by his mental disability.
The end of those teenages years, the beginning of adulthood, is where the chaos really hit. The constant sadness, the lonelyness, the impossibility to experience healthy relationships, the depression, all those consequences of his disability.
As time flies by, the memories fade away, the nights of blue never ends, and the meaning of this life starts to be questionable to him. Day after day the struggle to just have a decent life becomes more and more exhausting, until the day where he won't be able to fight anymore.
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